The other day I was just leaning against the window sill looking out into the gloomy sky. its so full of sorrow full of untold secrets. like a child in the brink of tears trying to hold it in for fear of being punished. like a constipated poor soul trying to shit for 4 days and still unsuccessful. like a person in love with someone who's in love with the other someone trying to smile despite his inner turmoil. maybe it's just my imagination at that moment, but i thought i saw the crow sitting outside - which inadvertently reminded me of the Mr. Crow who wanted to steal my nice pretty hangers - i thought i saw a tear glistening at the corner of his eyes. could it be?
i want to believe, even a crow tears.. even angels feel defeated at times. even god makes mistakes. even love loses hope sometimes.
yet i too believe that nothing is permanent. so when we're on the brink of hopelessness, we'd just have to hang on tight close our eyes and wait it out. let sadness seize the whole of us, then a gush of happiness and relief will follow. and if you ever felt like you can't find love, then perhaps you're looking at the wrong place. :)
p.s. there's this hindi movie i recently watched - Saawariya ("beloved"). if you love moulin rouge, or perhaps love, then you'd love this too. have a great weekend and happy veteran's day!
4 comments:
hahaha! trying to shit 4 4 days... thats a funny way to describe sorrow.
constipated for 4 days?? that's not sorrow... that's freaking bowel obstruction *LOL* and i love this post of urs-- soooo inspiring *eyes brimming with tears*
brandon: mmm actually that wasn't meant to describe sorrow but to describe the emotional constipation of feeling sorrow yet having trouble showing it, like how the rain is gonna pour down yet didn't. :)
jun: hahahah yeah exactly. :) remember in the olden days grandma will say, 'oh constipation arr? ok insert bar soap up your anus then u can shit'!!! XD but what bout emotional constipation? how do u clear it? hmmm.
i sayang gemuk...
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