Who To Be

This Is Your Life

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over

It's a song - Switchfoot's "This is your life". I sit in front of my laptop, pondering over the question "are you who you want to be". Uhh, no I guess? I mean, for someone who isn't sure who she wants to be, I don't think I'm even eligible to answer that question.

V said, you don't find direction, you pick one. Guess he's right, but I have so many choices at hand, everything seems feasible, making it harder that it already is to choose.

Oh don't get me wrong. Am not brooding over not knowing what to do, but merely reflecting how things are for me now. I'm still a lost kid. Uh okay, maybe not a 'kid' anymore, but still lost nonetheless. But I am doing something about it. And I intend to get out of this rut.

I miss my friends. Everyone, those in Kursk, UK, Aussie, KL, etc etc. Missed talking to them, and all the good old times.

And I miss home. Okay no, I don't really. I just missed the peeps.

Good day everyone! :)