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Thursday, July 27, 2006

Downhill

My heart is racing. My liver weeping. Eyebags sagging. My face looks like a pale white sheet. A crumpled pale white sheet. I have not been treating my body well of late. I bet if it can speak its mind, it'll curse me to hell. I am deeply convinced my life has just been shortened a few years. And I think I look like a ghost. So weak, so lifeless, so.. blank. I dunno what I look like anymore. So Deprived. Of sleep.

Been more than a week since I last updated my blog. Because I'd been struggling to write an essay about California. Can't remember when I started writing incoherently (cuz i thought it was cool) that I lost the ability to write a proper essay logically, with a topic sentence for each paragraph. Now incoherent writing doesnt seem so cool anymore. But somehow I got stuck in it. eeeshh. -_-

And because of this essay, I didn't get much sleep for the past 2 days. Well of course, amidst the struggle of producing that essay I did went out a couple of times as well. And handled my visa stuff. Now that it's done, gotta find out bout tickets, ISIC, accomodation, courses I'm going to take this sem, fees, stuff to bring etc. Running out of time I am.

Might be going to work in the labs at my college for free starting next week. Busy busy. But then again... might not too. =P well till then, ciao!

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

yo sorry i couldn't help much... but for writing... the first draft you should always just write... don't think and keep writing... just let it flow... then read it out loud, proof read and edit... i can help you proof read and edit... i'm quite good at it after writing thousands (i mean it) of essays at stanford... hate papers