Have you ever met people who just dont have a problem pushing your buttons? I call the button Flaming Button. Not even so much of lifting a finger, these people effortlessly do or say something to make you feel horribly agitated, blood rushing straight up to the head, sometimes it'd make you so boiled you react by acting unusually childish or do/say something you might regret later. Sounds familiar eh? Everyone has their own button-pushers. Could be family members at home; could be colleauges at work; could be your employer; could be friends.
Inevitably, I have my button pushers too, and so far I've come across two - one my lil bro, the other a friend. (See, I dont even know why I'm writing it here. Guess it's part of my childish reaction towards my brother's attitude.) Really didnt wanna fret over stuff that happened, and I really wasn't so pissed off already, but still. I just wanna vent. :P That unappreciative little thing!!!!! For a second there, I just wanna reach out and hit him real hard! Or strangle him. Lucky my conscious state of mind was clear and rational then, and I know I'd only be torturing myself with all the anger bottled up inside me. No point. Aaaaahh and as I take a deep breath telling myself All is Good, I felt so much better now. =)
Blame it on the stars, the constellation signs. The time and date of birth of ours that caused us to just not able to get along. Sure, I can do that! Me and Virgo ppl, never get along. But nah, not gonna blame it on those cosmic stuff. I think it's more of the personality shaped long ago back when we were 5 yrs of age. Arggh. I wish there was a morality boot camp that I can send that lil hair-wrenching ball of frustration to!!
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